Most people will never understand me. And now I realize why I am alone. I am crazy. I am paranoid and I freak out over everything. Like. I haven’t even met this guy and he ignores me for 12 hours and I freak out. I jump to conclusions that I did something to make him ignore me. When really he just wanted some space. This made me realize I am completely bonkers. I will probably never be able to make someone happy because my anxiety makes me freak out. I guess I’ll never learn. Or ever live.